Worries and Suspensions

So I had two children suspended today. Am I the worst teacher in the world? Who has that many kids suspended in one day? I also finished my observations this week, I hope. See, I am due for JPAS so if my principal does not come in tomorrow or Wednesday, I am home free for another week. Nevertheless, I will try to be prepared as possible. I am so tense all of the time worrying about my kids every moment of the day and kicking myself for not being a perfect teacher. At this rate I am going to burn out at tenure. I am too exhausted to write anything else.